I notice how much energy I put into the future. There is such an allure to put attention on what might occur in the future that I often scarcely notice what is going on right now Sometimes I am distracted by the allure of the future. I’m not sure if this is is how I have been trained or if it happens naturally. I know that being a “planner” is a skill valued in our culture.
The future is often like a siren song luring me to a place that does not exist. It becomes the focus of my attention and my efforts. I recognize that some of this is important for living in the relative world, a place that relies on time and space for structure. I like it better when I live in the moment I have right now, rather than be captivated by a promised future. It could be an alluring future filled with delightful attraction or beckoning me to a place of fear and dread.
I often worry about the future, that it is something to be avoided or solved so that it has limited impact. I am drawn by an expectation that a future will give me the satisfaction and joy I do not now possess. Because of the alluring future, I miss the joys and satisfaction of the moment.
I notice that there are people who live in the expectation, the allure of a future rapture. The notion of a future heaven is such a strong part of our culture and part of our avoidance of suffering and death. It is a future heaven that is always just out of reach, and a distraction from where we are, what we can do right now. The allure of a future happiness can cause me to miss the opportunity to enjoy the rapture available to me right now.
The promise of a future heaven or threat of a future hell can easily be a distraction from the good or the harm that I can bring about right now. Keeping my “eye on the prize” may make sense from a planning perspective, but it is not a full way to live. I want my prize to be right now.
Having a peripheral awareness of possible futures makes for good preparation, for good planning. I do not want to put much energy, however, in something that might eventually exist or never happen. I want to maximize my attention and energy in a present moment. I want to avoid the allure of the future.