Offering

I’ve had a couple of experiences recently that have caused me to think about what I offer to my friends and companions.    What is the offering that I bring to any relationship?    As I sit near someone on the bus, or next to someone in class, or by the pool in my garden, what is it that I am offering?   What do I see myself giving?

Above all, I can  show them a reflection of the beautiful person they are.  They can know themselves as an amazing human being because I can tell them that in many subtle ways.

The interaction is primarily about them and not about me.   I tell them what I see, what they embody.    When this is affirmed by me, they can recognize the wonder in themselves.    They can accept and embrace the awesome beauty of who they are.

I especially am able to reassure them of their awesome beauty in times of doubt and uncertainty.   I know that I rely on my friends and companions for this affirmation.   I also know that I have the growing ability to look inside and directly experience the awesomeness in me.   It is so nice for me to receive this gift from others.    I now also give it to others, just as I can give it to myself in moments of quiet and stillness.

I offer a loving place of refuge and comfort to my companions.    I listen to them, I hug them, I invite them to share their deep aspects.    I embrace all manner of their joys, grief and fears as I accept them with my own focused awareness.   I offer a place and opportunity to be their full, unprotected self. I offer freedom.    They are released to be full, free and independent human beings.

I give them my own ardent presence and awareness with few expectations.    I don’t make any promises or demands for the future, but I do offer my own full and fearless presence right now.    I not only am attentive to them, but I can also be very aware of myself and my on-going experience with them right now.    Because of that, I can be present, sit and stand with them.

I can be a fully adult me with them.    As I have learned to unfold more and more, become more in love with myself, I have much more to offer.   I can present a person who is aware of himself and of the world around him.

I am learning how to know myself and how to allow that knowledge to grow fearlessly.   I can invite others into that place of awareness.    They only have to decide to relax and experience it.    This is an offering I make to all my companions.