It seems like it has been a long time arising, but I am beginning to think I have missed the point about my own sexuality for most of my life. Of course, I have had the help of a multitude of crusty old misconceptions imposed on me by my culture. The power and energy of sexuality has to do with so much more than sex. Sexuality exists beyond the sensual. Gender is but a peripheral factor.
I am noticing that I am immersed in the energy of my sexuality when I move beyond the sensory and when I realize how I am one with someone else. Anyone else. The energy of my sexuality is the innate magnetism that recognizes that we are already connected. We are one. We all share in the same energy.
There is no separation, and once I allow myself to be immersed in that insight, there is nothing that separates me from someone else. Sensory awareness is not really that much of a factor, except perhaps as a gateway that invites me to awareness of unity. The joy of immersion in this oneness is so much more expansive and beyond sensory. Eyes, touch, sound can all be gates, but the real sexuality lies beyond the sensory.
Eyes can be a significant link for me. When eyes meet openly, they speak to one another the fundamental realization that we are one. Touch is another important communication that we are intimately present to one another, if we can but have that insight.
We carry a common inheritance because we share in the same oneness. It is immense joy to recognize and be fully aware that we are true princes and princesses. We are linked by common blood and a long linage of insight and consciousness. We are one, and for years I have wandered the streets begging for what I already possessed.
How do we waken one another? The consciousness we carry and possess is the actual spark of divinity, the oneness of our common inheritance.
I feel I have been disinherited by a society that attempts to segregate me, teach me we are all separate, tells me we are not and may not be joined. I have been taught that we are not the royalty we truly are.
I now know that there is a deep energy in me and everyone I meet that naturally draws us together. Ours is the oneness that becomes apparent in due course.