The world around me has changed so much. Actually, I think the way I approach it has evolved. For me, the world has changed.
I feel like I am beginning to look through a kaleidoscope. Nothing is distinct. Everything is becoming an assemblage of ambiguous parts. So much simply is, and the edges are blurry.
All my life I have been living with relatively clear constructs of reality, and I now think they exist mainly in my mind. Many of those constructs are dissolving.
I have greater ability to focus on sensory awareness. Things, including my own body, are striking assemblages of sensory engagement. It seems, however, that the lines that define everything are getting more blurry. As the lines dissolve, so do the distinctions that define and separate us fade away.
It’s actually quite exciting to watch my world curiously fade away.