Touch

I am in awe of my experience of touch.   It is the closest thing to being in the same space with a person, a tree, the floor.   There is something enlivening that transpires when I touch anything mindfully.   It gives me pleasure, it gives me delight.

That point of contact is where I can seem to put my whole essence, my entire being.    It is the focus of my attention and the life force in me.   I like to think that whatever I touch has the same experience.    It knows me in a way that I experience it.    Our essences pass back and forth between us.

This is the experience I have when I put my palm against the large maple in my backyard.    I know it in a way that is so much more real than what I know though my other senses.    It communicates its presence, its essence in a way that I would otherwise miss.

This is equally true when I touch with another human person.  Sometimes it is touch I do not want and it is terribly unpleasant.    That was the experience I had of being pinioned in an airplane seat, pressed against the massive arm of a corpulent man who flowed from his seat into mine.

Mostly, however, touch is an experience of pleasure and delight.   It is a communication I welcome and treasure.   It is a hand on my shoulder as my Son thanks me for something I did for him.    It is the warmth of a hug with a friend I am happy to have in my life.    It is the passing touch in a lively conversation that deepens the communication.

Touch can be so nourishing.    I share who I am, and I partake.